half way point
arghh! Today had to be one of my worst days ever. Mid terms were killer and I didn't even have that many! Its pretty sad when you're flipping out in your last year of high school when everythings supposed to be "easy" over a stupid mid term. Well maybe if you had forgotten you're notes for an open book test then maybe you could see why it was a mess. But all of that aside mid terms also means us seniors are that much closer to what underclassmen dream of their whole high school careers.For me this only brings more anxiety as the close of my senior year is half way here and everything if far from "easy".I still feel like I have a lot of things to do to prepare for what comes next in my life.Even after figuring out the hard question of what I wanted to do and where I wanted to go and getting accepted. There's always how am I going to pay for that and will I be ready? Some times I think I wont be ready because I need so much help school work wise.Maybe I worry too much and maybe that's to blame for this axiety,but how will I know if I don't try it. Time will tell but until then that's one of the things in the back of my mind.